I haven't heard a song that spoke to me particularly clearly this morning. Mainly, I've been acquainted with the usual frivolous love songs and dance-y party mixes that keep me cheerful in the earlier hours, but they don't much compliment this building sense of anxiety associated with the pending future. Granted, it's always tomorrow away, but that's uncomfortably soon considering the lack of plans that I have for it.
I should be right on track with a bachelor's at 22, but somehow that's not enough these days...The lack of drive to achieve that I seem to possess is most probably the degenerative factor here, but I'd much rather be in denial of the fact. Exceeding by exerting the exact minimum effort has gotten me this far. More and more, though, I'm noting that this little fish isn't ready to leave the pond for the ocean. Ocean fish are scary and have 4.0's from notable, private institutions. How is the rural "exceptional" prepared to compete with real intelligence..? Suppose it's time to learn to swim against the current or this little fish may just get swept up in small pond life forever.. The largest detriment to the learning process: the lack of a real passion to fight that water rush for.
-rawr
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