http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7HjBq9aZ9cw&ob=av2e
Seen this place before
Back when I was young and had something more to prove.
Now that I'm older I've seen the things that I want
And I'm ready to make my move.
Picking up my TESL certificate put some things in an interesting, new perspective. It was a strange fast-forward to this pending state of adulthood with a job, my own, tidy apartment, and a bull terrier. Perhaps the finer details are blurry, but I can see my hip and waist measurements of tomorrow clearly when I close my eyes. When I open them, though, I see a size eleven, employed by her parents for the obvious, pitiable reasons, and the view of sinkhole that's my home town.
Waking up this morning feeling congested and with an essence of roommate confrontation still clinging to me from last night is less than encouraging for instituting difficult change. But even if today isn't a day for life decisions, it's a day for life. I'll tear a page out of the book of Sleeping With Sirens, and I'll do what I want. I think I'll appreciate having started it with a morning-breathy kiss and see if I can end it with an alcohol-infused one. There'll be some manner of tasty fruit and badly done french braid today. In between there may be some responsible activity at work and some tidying at the homestead, but otherwise, I'll enjoy it and work on the few things that I know that I want.
-rawr
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